A Letter of Hurtful Words…And How Empty I am….

Today I stumbled upon things which I usually get in trouble with.. But this time it got out of hand. And all that is thought of us that is all worth it. It’s gone… A fight… One of the usual things… This time one of us was fed up… All the time I thought I was good enough for someone… I still wasn’t.. I don’t know how to fix things up… I don’t know anymore what is suppose to be done… I think I gave my best shot on this relationship… I was just wasn’t good enough…  Until now I am still hoping to patch things up and unsaid what was said… undo all sorrows…. disregard all unwanted situations… and start love as we call it…all over again…

I wish it was just as easy as giving up… How I wish I can fix it with a glue… How I wish it was just a misunderstanding that later on we would understand or one of us would and go on with our life together…Sometimes one has to make sacrifices…

I want you to know that… How hurtful it was to hear words that we never wanted to say… Unfortunately you were just fed up… and I am sorry… Maybe you just didn’t accepted me as I accepted you… I loved you with all my heart… All of you… your words, your actions, your reminders, your I love you’s.. even your imperfections…

I hope you find great happiness without me, and in whatever you do… I hope you forget me and won’t speak of my name… You know I can’t help but fall in love with you over again… I want you to know you meant the world to me… and when I told you, you were my life.. You are….

I am not angry… I only feel the emptiness which both of us were not longing for… Until here I will carry you with me…

I hope you learned something with me in our life together… Because I did…

But, My life will never be the same without you…

Have A Great Life…

Have A Great Life… . . . . . . . .