How Broken My Heart Is…
I cried so hard last night.. For the second time in my life I was given a heartache one could ever imagine.. A feeling of nothingness, and how it made me feel and realize that how vulnerable we humans are.. and how apathetic others are..
Isn’t it in a relationship both of you has to change for the better and not only one?… Wouldn’t it be worth it if you change for the better for your partner and the other vice versa?… Wouldn’t it be worth it to save your relationship and make it last like you’ve always wanted?.. Why would you back out if you were just fed up?.. fed of little things that never mattered to your relationship..
Is it enough to be back together with conditions?… What is much better to hear?.. Were together because we have bargained with our conditions? or simply we just love each other?..How can one be so selfish and unappreciative and still be strong enough to say you are the victim?…
All these questions raveled my head last night.. I felt so alone and the blackness of my room contributed to the gloominess of my face..
I hope you hear me… For others… Try to Hold on.. this world is not going to give you whatever you want… cold love is much colder than snow and winter itself…
For all… I wish you luck to your relationships… I have learned my lesson once again.. And I will never be the same again…
